First things first. I want to make it clear. I absolutely loved the story. However what I did not like was the fact that I had to fill in the blanks all the way through the story trying to figure out what exactly it is that Nikita wanted to say to her readers. I felt like it was one of those essays we had as children fill in the blanks. See Spot run. Watch him catch the blank. Come on what the fuck? Yes I know that's kind of crass but you know what I don't care. The story was so solid. If not for the missing words, poor grammar, and confusion then it would be a great five star book. ( )