This review originally appeared on my blog at www.gimmethatbook.com.

Not all doctors come with the confidence and arrogance familiar to us all. Every one of them started out the same way – new graduates in their intern year, struggling to assimilate their textbook knowledge with real life. Matt McCarthy shares his experience in a self deprecating and sometimes comic way.

Taking place over a year’s time, THE REAL DOCTOR WILL SEE YOU NOW shows the reader how McCarthy matures as a doctor and as a self-aware human. He was so awkward and hesitant in the beginning, I wondered if he was going to make it through the year. At times I wondered what made him so timid. There was a career decision elaborated upon early in the book, and I was disappointed in his choice. I truly felt he made the wrong move, given his character and personality. In the final part of the book, he addresses that choice and why he made it. Those words provided some sort of closure for me and I finally agreed with his decision. In his own words:

But as the year wore on, I developed the ability to think outside the diagnosis, beyond the science of medicine to the art of medicine. I discovered that there is so much more to being a doctor than ordering tests and dispensing medications. And there is no way to teach that. It simply takes time and repetition.

…I was meant to do whatever the hell you’d call the extraordinary stuff we did at Columbia. Intern year had fundamentally changed me–it had altered the way I viewed the world and myself–and it was unquestionably the most fun I never wanted to have again.

Patients and cases are outlined, some with great detail, others just to show what lessons he was learning. One of the complaints I have is that some patients’ stories end abruptly with McCarthy never seeing the person again; others just aren’t followed up on. I understand that real life is like that, and these patients are composites of many; but I grew frustrated with things not being tied up neatly. Two cases that loomed large in the author’s life: Benny Santos and Carl Gladstone are featured in almost every chapter, as they illustrate just how far things have progressed over the year. Others, like “Dre” and asthmatic Darryl, just vanish into the night.

That really is my only issue with THE REAL DOCTOR. McCarthy’s writing is easy to follow, and pulls no punches in showing the lay person how hard doctors work and the struggles, internal and external, they face on a daily basis. There is a minimum of gory details, and the medical jargon is easy to grasp. Nor is there the overly glib, broadly humorous style I’ve seen in other books. That was a relief, as I think that takes away from the truly serious nature of the subject.All in all, a good addition to my "true medical stories" shelf.

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Matt McCarthy started his adult life trying to make it big in the Major League Baseball scene but never made it past the minor leagues. He opted, instead, to enter medical school and that is where he found his calling in life. This is his second book and it spans a year in the life of an intern at Colombia Medical. He is looking back at his intern year for us from the position of Doctor, writer and teacher now. The lessons he learned were invaluable for him.

His story begins with a patient who suffers from an heart attack and is rushed to Colombia's emergency room on his first day on the job. The very first patient he sees in the hospital begins the process of shaping who Dr. McCarthy would become. McCarthy is very candid about the big events and the people in his pathway that shaped him drastically in his first year. He shares it all... the good, the bad, and the ugly. He spares no embarrassing moments as he moves through a very hard, yet very rewarding, year. He changes so much over that year in a very dynamic way.

I do not typically pounce on medical memoirs but this one grabbed me with that great cover and I was hooked from the very first page. I hand selected this book after reading a quick overview and it did not disappoint. As a huge fan of medical dramas it reads much like a personal account of House, MD, at times, as the interns and their mentors bantered diagnostic options around. It plays out like Grey's Anatomy at other times with the relational and emotional situations that arise daily in the hospital. On occasion it even resembles the banter and humor of SCRUBS. It made me laugh, squirm, wince, and cry among other emotions as I moved through the patients stories and how he connected with those around him. I suspect it would be a great read for anyone entering med school but as a lay person I just enjoyed the excellent writing and storytelling for which McCarthy has a real gift.

As a patient of many doctors over the years it gave me a different perspective on the lives that physicians live and a greater respect for what they have accomplished through their extensive education. It also made me a bit nervous about having an intern in their early days of practicing in a teaching hospital. They are literally learning on the go from one minute to the next and someone has to be their "first" for all the procedures and diagnosis they encounter. It is definitely a high stress adrenaline rush job according to McCarthy.

Just a head's up for my friends who like a more gentle read. It is a bit "sweary" with some language some of us do not use but it was such a great story telling effort that I moved through it and loved the book very much. It is not a bloody gory mess. He tells each story with great consideration for the reader and deep respect for the patients and doctors that are mentioned in this book.

The chapter structure is also set up to be able to take it in in small bites but I often got to the end of a chapter and was dragged, very willingly, into the next one to see how things progressed or resolved. It was never dull... that is for sure!

If you like medical dramas you will love this real life drama/memoir. I highly recommend this book!

I would give it 4.5 stars out of 5.

For complete disclosure you will need to know that I am part of the team at Blogging for Books and that they allowed me to select this from a list of books they offer for review. The book cost me nothing in exchange for a fair and honest review. ( )

This memoir is honest, exhilarating, depressing, and uplifting. If you read this and think "I want to be a physician!" you're a mad, foolish creature and we need more of you. And thank goodness they don't have those 30 hr days any longer. ( )

This book was a journey. I think the author did a good being honest about his experience and giving a in-depth look at his experiential and emotional development. He didn't try to make himself super likeable and that was good because it showed how he improved over time in his patient care and lost the arrogance for confidence. ( )

I enjoyed this book and the glimpse it gave me into the first year of life as a real doctor. It has a nice balance of technical content and human story. An entertaining, quick read. It is a good choice if you're traveling and have time to kill waiting at the airport or on a long flight. ( )