Since his teenage years, Adam has struggled with a terrible, inescapable truth- he is hiding the secret of a distinctly feminine self from the world. Following a startling adventure with a much loved and very beautiful aunt, Adam spends twelve years nurturing this self in the privacy of his home. But now he has moved to a new city and been accepted into one of the country's most exclusive transvestite clubs, the Cr me de la Cr me. This, however, is only the beginning of a journey that will see Adam's secret self finally revealed in a series of highly erotic adventures and startling revelations. The Secret Self is a deeply sensuous and detailed study of the psychology of a tormented and beautiful transvestite and also an exciting thriller. It will enthral cross dressers and their admirers everywhere.