This series makes me feel bad ( )

Actual rating 3.5/5 ( )

I don't have much to say about this one. I liked this series a lot when I read it, a lot of the enjoyment was do to the format, which shows up again here. I thought the story was interesting but I wasn't blown away. ( )

**spoiler alert**

I normally don't love novellas that go along with a series, but feel compelled to read them anyway. That was not the case with this book. Memento gives insight into AIDAN's background and essentially shows the reader how it became what it was when it met Kady Grant. Olivia faces similar struggles with AIDAN that Kady also faced, but it seems like Olivia's answers to AIDAN's many questions affected its personality, causing it to become the AI Kady both loved and hated. This novella certainly raises the question of whether Olivia's answers to AIDAN's questions impacted the AI's actions in the novels. Perhaps Oliva unknowingly dictated the entire outcome of the series. I also appreciated the moral and philosophical questions that the novella examined a bit more than the other novels did. As a whole, a meaningful and well-written novella that sincerely contributed to the overall quality of the series. ( )

The Illuminae Files is one of my favorites SF series and apart from offering a compelling story and characterization it established a record with me, because it portrayed an array of YA characters who felt well-crafted and believable, without all the annoying traits afflicting teenagers in the genre. So, when I heard of the publication of this novella that acts as a prequel to the main trilogy I was nothing short of thrilled.

The story is set just a short time before the attack on the Kerenza IV colony, the incident starting the whole bloody mess. The protagonist here is Olivia Klein, a young and starry-eyed tech recently enrolled on the Alexander, the ship where an advanced A.I. has been installed: AIDAN (the acronym for Artificial Intelligence Defense Analytics Network) is still being fine-tuned and Olivia has been assigned to the team responsible for the improvement of AIDAN’s integration with the system and its responses. While the techs study AIDAN’s behavior, so AIDAN does study the humans calibrating its performance, and does so with childlike but still disturbing, innocence: the very embarrassing questions it asks of Olivia about her budding romance with her superior Ethan Wolfe are a good example of such curiosity and, together with some queries about ethics and morality, also offer the first hints that something might be… well, not exactly wrong, but weird in AIDAN’s functioning parameters.

Alexander’s intervention at Kerenza, and the crippling attack it’s subjected to, turn out to have dire consequences on AIDAN’s logic processes, and the AI starts exhibiting the first signs of the deadly behavior that is one of the pivotal themes in the trilogy: the fact that it now refers to itself as “I” instead of using the third person is probably the first sign of the “madness” that has come to possess it…

Memento, for all its brevity, works like a punch in the stomach - of course, having read the trilogy, I knew how the story develops and was aware of the tragic consequences of the Kerenza attack, but in this case being forewarned did not forearm me against the emotional impact delivered by the novella. I felt particularly sorry for Olivia, because I knew that all her youthful enthusiasm would meet a catastrophic end, but at some point a certain discovery about her past made her character arc all the more poignant and tragic.

But of course AIDAN is at the center of it all here, and again I experienced the mixed feelings that accompanied me all through the narrative arc of the Illuminae Files: the AI is a construct undergoing a process in which it questions its own identity, goals and reasons of existence and it does so based on the input set by human beings, who are by nature imperfect and fallible - which on hindsight makes those fatal consequences almost inevitable, and turns AIDAN into a character that is in equal measure fascinating and appalling.

Like the three full-length books previously published, Memento is told through transcripts, memos and personal messages that manage to tap the characters’ emotional depths and to make you feel invested in their journey, even despite the small number of pages of this story - which is indeed the only complaint I have about this shorter work: I would not have minded a longer book indeed… ( )