Romance. Young Adult Fiction. Young Adult Literature. Before it happened . . . Brynn had a group of best friends, a boyfriend who loved her, a growing talent for pottery. She had a life. And then . . . she had none. After it happened . . . Everything was lost. The boy she now knew never loved her. The friends who felt she betrayed their trust. The new life just beginning to grow inside her. Brynn believes her future is as empty as her body until Christian, the boy next door, starts coming around. Playing his guitar and pushing her to create art once more. She meets some new friends at the local community center, plus even gets her dad to look her in the eye again . . . sort of. But letting someone in isn't as easy as it seems. Now . . . Can Brynn open up her heart to truly find her life's own beauty, when living for the after means letting go of the before?